Oh my god. . . I'm brethless. . . I never thought, that I ever could feel like this. . .
When I'm thinking about the whole time, more than one year ago, I feel bad and funny at the same time.
But I know, that this is not bad and not funny. . . This is an experience waht I had to get and to learn. But after this time it's more than less okay for me. . .
And so many things changed in my life at that last month. . . And I'm living my life very well, also without her. . . HER. . . The woman I thought to love till the end of my days. . .
And I'm sure that I could dó, if wanted me to do. But this is the life. . .
And now it's time for Miss Wintz!